15 May 2009
Model of the Prophet's House
09 May 2009
Sengkang Punggol

For those who are living in Sengkang/ Punggol area...jangan pindah!!08 April 2009
Will be back soon
Dear all,
28 February 2009
Roadshow #1 at PERSISI
25 February 2009
08 September 2008
Embodying a Ramadhan Spirit
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25 August 2008
Burial House
I did have a long break from blogging. For a month plus, there are no stories for me to share with you guys. See how pretty dull person I am hehe!
Anyway, I just want to share an unforgettable experience which it really made me ponder. It is the departure of Allahyarham as-Syahid Kamaruzaman bin Dzulkurnain. He had just arrived here in Egypt to pursue his studies and what really grab my attention is that he was from Darul Mustafa, Tarim. I don’t want to talk the cause of his death but I just want to mention that he was ill.
The jenazah was conveyed from Tanta to Cairo and straight to Rumah Kelantan for washing and shroud. Then the jenazah was routed to Hayyu Asyir where the others and me were waiting for the jenazah prayer. Before the prayer, the Almarhum’s father gave his speech to thank all of us who had helped and willing to attend to perform the prayers. I could see his father’s eyes, held his tears and tried to maintain his adab in front of us. I can imagine how he felt. I could feel that he could not believe that his son who is still in his salad days should go first instead of him. The grieve, sorrow, exhaustion. Despite of all, I respect him for being very calm and redha that his son had to return to where he had come from. I could feel grieve embedded in me. This is the moment when our iman and patience are really tested. This is where, to me, the moment that we must endure our emotions and resist the invasion of negative assumptions in our mind that everything is over. One must start to adapt that every person should face death.
Cemetery in Egypt is a lot different in Singapore. There are like houses or cubicles and each of it laid jenazahs of a family for the locals and cemetery houses based on nationality for the foreigners. There are steep steps for 5 men carrying the jenazah, moving towards a small, scanty tunnel. So we carried the jenazah, and we had to slant downwards slowly and when we entered the tunnel, it was really dark. Then we entered a room where 3 other jenazah lying inside and we placed the jenazah slowly right beside the last 3 other jenazah and that was the last space in the scanty room. I recited the istighfar several times as I imagined how it is going to be like when I die.
This is the first time experience I went to a “burial house” besides than listening to people how is it like. A friend of mine told me “Almarhum was choosen by Allah to bury in the land mentioned in the Quran and he will grant Syahid, insyaAllah”
I thought how special the Almarhum was; pursuing the jihad of exploring the knowledge of Allah and just for a few weeks, Allah took him and grants him to die in Syahid. Eventhough I do not know him, but I really feel for his lost and it does smack in me to ponder and think about death. Allah lebih sayangkan dia & beliau amat beruntung ditempatkan bersama para syuhada'.